Cool chart! I did 9:45 and it seems to work fine. From the charts I've seen, I'm glad that your Sun is above Saturn in the sky, as it seems to indictae that you'll bounce back from the Saturnian bumps and bruises. Saturn in the 2nd speaks to money difficulties, as it also debilitates Venus. As saturn is in an fiery sign, I'm tempted to speculate that you have lost possesions by fire?

Your 8th house mars stands by your venus, and so the karma of the chart seems to be one of cultivating resources for yourself through networking... Cap sun stigmatizes that ultimate theme too... Saturn stands by your ascendant,

Your 9th house neptune seems to indicate exploring altered states of consciousness, but try not to get stuck in any lala lands of which there are many. Your 9th house neptune is square your 7th moon, which seems to indicate that you may have avoid being sucked down by addict friends and acquaintences. It could also mean that you are or could be on the cutting edge of consciousness development in lkieu of how pluto works in this arrangement.

For many cappys I know, time is their best friend, and things gradually get better over time. You seem to have exceptional aspects for endurance, and so your life may be all the more richer and your triumph all the more greater when things finally level off for you. You know what you need to do to help your garden grow. That's my two cents.

C

You said:
"Sun Square Saturn: there is nothing worse...know very well all the limitations, confidence issues...I would love some help!...Are there other aspects or planetary influences etc...Every thing I do seems to be a major struggle or actually impossible (career, financial security, goals and dreams, driver's license, home, car, etc.). I have been homeless more than once, and hospitalized for depression more than once. Then one day...major depression. My existence seems to be an ebb and flow...I do have a feeling my Chiron in the first house in Pisces holds a "key" to my journey through this...Thank you in advance for any feedback on my Saturn Problem! Astrology is a hobby but I am no expert"

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In addition to the helpful interpretation Yoda gave you, here are a few things.

You have a least aspected Sun (self-expression, also ego) and a least aspected Saturn (duty, also restriction, career) square (energy needs to be combined with) each other and touching NO other planets. This indicates you think of ego in terms of "restriction" and "restriction" in terms of "ego", because these energies ONLY talk to each other. The challenge is to realize there is more to ego than restriction and more to restriction than ego...even though you personally don't "feel" those other things out there, they are there! Work to look for them in your life. Realize when your career seems to have the effect of going beyond ego...and when your ego goes beyond your career. You will know these times because your career/ego will be "behaving strangely" and you won't know why!

You have a "seesaw" chart, indicating your energy goes "back and forth". The "seesaw" is between the left (self) side of your chart and the right (others) side of your chart, indicating you go "back and forth" between focusing on yourself and focusing on others. You have more planets focused in the relationships house than any other house, indicating you put a lot of energy into relationships. However, your South node (the past) is in the relationships house, indicating that focusing on relationships can hold you back in life. Instead, focus on your North node (future goals) in the being house, focus on your self and your own interests and learn to develop those interests. Focusing too much on what others want can hold you back, instead focus on what YOU want.

Be careful about angry talk, since you have Mars (being, also anger, action) square (energy needs to be combined with) Mercury (thinking, also talking) and Mercury is in a "hidden" house. Things people say might suddenly cause you to get angry and to want to take "angry actions". Instead, calm down and WAIT before responding. Use Mars square Mercury energy to figure out what is the best action to take in whatever is happening in your life.

Transiting Neptune (spirituality, also confusion) is on your birth Ascendant (self) right now, so you may be personally confused. Doing meditation at this time will help with the confusion. And transiting Pluto (transformation) is squaring birth Pluto in the relationships house, so your sense of how you handle your relationships is being transformed. You can use this time to help you to shift your focus from others...to yourself.

Selfly,

Tim

I noticed Orcus in cancer is closely related to this aspect. I know that astrologers are sometimes quite picky about including things like orcus in planetary pictures but I feel that especially when orbs are close - they are significant.

From: planetwaves.net/astrology/...worlds.html
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Orcus (provisional name 2004 DW, catalogue number 90482), another Plutino, was discovered in 2004, and has a 248 year orbit -- quite close to Pluto's. While this is an underworld god, not specifically a sea-god, it is the namesake of orca whales, sometimes called killer whales (who tend to be friendly to humans), so I'm including it. Orca whales despite their name are friendly to humans, but they are in a serious fight for survival. They are, by the way, practically the subject of a massive folk religion in the Seattle and Vancouver areas, where they are revered.

Sedgwick proposes that this planet can symbolize "a person of one's word, [one who] challenges broken promises, is aligned with a spiritual creed, [and is] accountable for personal thought, word and deed." On the more difficult side, he suggests, "hypocritical, fault finding in the ways of others, blame assigning, ducks responsibility for word and actions, unable to keep promises."

Francesco Sciavinotto suggests that this planet is involved in the fight for survival. I would add that there is a feeling of the ethics that one would apply or adopt when faced with such a fight, and the psychological and emotional steps toward getting there.
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To me, the things you said here seem to echo the interpretation of orcus as a fight for survival:
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Every thing I do seems to be a major struggle or actually impossible (career, financial security, goals and dreams, driver's license, home, car, etc.). I have been homeless more than once, and hospitalized for depression more than once. Then one day, I started to work at a very spiritually demanding job and for the first time saved some money. I lost it all due to an illness which had led to a major depression. My existence seems to be an ebb and flow of loss and obstacles, followed by regeneration, then loss again. Not much forward momentum. I won't even start on my childhood and teen years!
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What I would think then from your chart is that there is great importance in self discipline - not only in anger but in other things to - that result from the pressure of the need to survive. It seems that committing closely to the things you feel are of most value and rigorously disciplining and holding yourself to these things in the face of struggling to survive is important. I think it is possible that the same discipline that holds you to your values might also help with the struggle to survive by keeping you beyond question and on your toes at all times.

An excellent aspect, like fugue in C- especially in realestate...

I would argue that Moon-Saturn square is just as bad (which I have), so I wouldn't say that there is "nothing worse." Actually, in my humble opinion, I’d say it's better than Venus-Saturn square, as this is cold-hearted indication, unless backed up by more positive things in the chart. Hitler was one such Venus-Saturn square.

Sun-Saturn square is a defining aspect, as with the Moon-Saturn square. It is probably your most influential aspect, and makes you who you are, so do not fear it. Maybe it does make life so bleak sometimes that you have to create a "la la land" until some hard Neptune aspect leads to disillusionment and crashes that down, but at least you have life experience, emotional depth and introspection, which some people will never get. I think the hardest part is that you are never truly satisfied. Even if you were a millionaire with a stable relationship, you probably would find something that you were unhappy about. You are more likely to be in search of the unattainable. I agree about the teeter-totter someone mentioned. Your Moon-Neptune square also talks about something to that effect. There tends to be a bank and forth of optimism and disenchanted states of mind. You are definitely a dreamer.

The mutual reception between the Sun and Saturn in your chart should help to alleviate the strain between the two planets, as the Sun is in Saturn’s rulership of Capricorn, and Saturn is in the Sun’s exaltation of Aries. They can borrow each other’s energies and provide assistance, such that, in a sense, you are a lot like a Sun in Aries, and Saturn in Capricorn as well (they take on each other’s attributes). This is especially true during times of difficult transits to these two planets.

Can I have some help too?

My Cancer-Leo cusp Sun is in the 9H, conjunct MC, square Saturn in Libra 12H, where it sits beside Pluto.

I have Saturn square Sun/Pluto conjunction, with 3H Saturn in Scorpio, and 12H Sun/Pluto in Leo.

The whole theme of swallowing somewhat mystifying "failures" and feeling responsible beyond one's true responsibilities is familiar.

As a result, I find myself prone to anxieties that can move into depression if unchecked, but checking them usually involves an intense act of willful introspection that can be rather unnerving in its own right ~ kind of like going really far in to get out or burning up with the fever to get over it.

At the present time, I am experiencing transits of Mars (Mars conj Uranus & opp Chiron), and certain Moon transits (particularly a long Saturn trine, a sextile to Pluto, and a trine Neptune with Venus conjunct Neptune as well) that lend a certain sort of trigger of their own ~ especially since I have a natal Saturn/Mars and natal Saturn/Uranus trines ~ so T Mars conj natal Uranus and natal Mars conj T Uranus aspect natal Saturn. I can literally feel the increase in adrenaline and have lost all appetite. This has been going on since T Mars conj my natal Uranus ~ so since shortly before Halloween. I have lost weight ~ about 4% of my prior body weight.

The material that is generating anxiety has mostly to do with dredging up what seems like very old stuff ~ going back over three decades ~ some of which is about taking action and some of which has to do with just raw identity. With Saturn in Libra, the impetus seems to be about striking balances, and, obviously, that is not going so well. LOL.