you're doing fine! It took me a while to get the hang of this peregrine/void-of-course stuff... It's pretty advanced stuff.

Your Saturn has course because Jupiter moves faster, and it will be making a perfect 60 degree sextile before either planet changes signs. I ought to tell you that the void of course thing usually only applies to the moon the way I understand it. More knowledgeable folks may come around and correct me, but I'm pretty sure I'm being accurate here.

Myzil

"I say more concerned or interested in what got them that way. Its just a subject matter that interests me because its something I have always had to deal with."

That's good! It's probably because, in your case you DO have some planets in Taurus, venus' natural sign, particularly the Moon. Perhaps it makes you less likely to dissociate.

"Its just a subject matter that interests me because its something I have always had to deal with. "

Yeah having to 'constantly' deal with something is often found around issues pertaining to unaspected planets, heavily aspected planets and t-squares. At least that's what I've noticed. Something similar will be seen around elemental imbalances, though I see the elements as being more a 'timbre' to a chart than the planets are.

"To me, they make Cancer Suns seem so lame. Like all we do is wine and moan about shit. So no, I dont always agree with my sun sign descriptions."

lol yeah that's what I thought. The interesting thing then is how you'll develop that Cancer sun, of course you could repress that cancer sun or unacknowledge it, but its still part of you. What other things are descriptive of a cancer sun, not related to whinging and moaning?

"My Moon is in Gemini though 0degrees, although I SOMETIMES see a little Taurus Moon come out of me. "

Ah! My apologies! If your birth time is off by a few mintues of course, it could well be a Taurus Moon. Tough one. Lets assume its right tho!

"An interesting note on the health of others and it repulsing me or not. I wouldnt say it does, but I like trying to help others out with their health and fitness. One of my goals is to actually become a Certified personal trainer."

Ah now that really is interesting. It suggests that this is coming through in your life. It really also shows the t-square at work too. You're working with it. By helping others of course, you seek to help your self 'internally'. This isn't a bad thing or anythign like that, just worth paying attention to. It coudl become a problem if you think other people 'should' do something about their weight or that they 'should' exercise more, as then you're putting yourself as a judge of other people. Obviously if people want help with their weights its a different issue! Again, I'm not saying you'd do this, I'm just putting it out there for the purposes of bringing any potential negative into the light where they can be made more aware of and dealt with if necessary.

"I seem to actually have a fair balance of Masculine and Feminine signs, which I like."

A balance between the signs, maybe, but I wouldn't think that masculine and feminie energies are 'easily' balanced within you, as they seem to conflict against one another. One part wants to be the alpha male, strong, powerful the other part wants to be care for others and shw compassion. The suggestion is that at some point in your life this will not gel well but that ultimately you'll learn to integrate the two and not see them as being two seperate things or an 'either or' scenario. You can do both. Perhaps you've learned this already, but mostly these things take a bit of time.

"As far as my Venus tho, I guess I just have to pay attention to matter of the 8th House to see the effects of it on my life. Especially in my relationships with others."

Yeah one intersting thing might be to check out when things transitted it or check out previous progressions etc. Particularly around the time of meeting that woman and then the end of that relationship. See if anything is going on. You might be able to shed more light on it and notice a pattern and then you could check transits/progressions in the future too. Whilst you're at it I'd also check out anything aspecting hte T-Square too. I know you're saying that Mercury rules your chart, in my mind the focus of a T-Square and any unaspected planets gain a great deal of weight in the person's life. I think Mercury is certainly involved as it is part of that t-square, but mars and venus are powerful little players and you may overlook them. Ultimately though, your 'real' chart ruler is Pluto and it is close to your ascendant suggesting that throughout your life you will be go through a kind of alchemy, espeically being trine your sun. A simplistic intperpretation might be to suggest that your attitudes and bodyshape may undergo powerful transformations in your life. You're the mythic phoenix.

Paul-

I left her. I never got any reasons for why it didnt work because she knew her actions was the reason. It was more so a trust issue than anything else. Just couldnt ever trust the woman at all. She was unfaithful. To be completely honest, it took alot for me to let myself be tied down to her in the first place, or any woman for that matter (hmmm interesting that I say that with my Venus in Gemini). Maybe this is where it effects me is in my relationships? Neway, when I realized that the relationship was going nowhere, I dropped it. Of course she was upset but I was more pissed off than she was for wasting my time and effort.

it is neither dignified nor debilitated or in in mutual reception with another.

Ah, it is late... You aren't the only one with The Dumb. And the hr change doesn't help.

Teresa

I know it sounds contradictory lol what I mean is if im going to be in a relationship it has to have a deepness and substance to it. But at this particular moment in my life, I am opposed to letting myself get into one of those relationships until I get some things fixed with myself first. Get it?