Yes, ditto.

Destroy...

"Are any other Martians having serious anger issues with this about-to-go-retro Mars??

I have the heat up full blast and I feel like I want to rip some heads off!!! Squaring Uranus... leading to homicide. You may print it."


Can't relate.This, coming from someone who is admittedly very sensitive and has a strong sense of fairness and right and wrong, so I'm someone who gets pissed off and upset ALOT. If anything, I just learned that some things and some people frankly are not worth getting upset about.

Hey everyone Long time no see! Merry Christmas and I have missed you all!^^ I hope you all have been well and behaving since I've been gone! Lol! Ah discussing Mars I see! Very interesting planet. I Love the different colors Mars takes on when it is connected to different planets. Mars often shows us our fire and our spark in life and you just may see people doing what the Mars connection or influence suggest in their careers or just in general in life. Many people simply are their Mars as it relates to the first house cusp also and it can make up a big part of our self identity as it relates to what we do and how we act helping to be a strong or at least noticed influence. For instance I have Mars in a square to Neptune with Neptune in the 7th house(angular) and Mars in the 10th house(angular,accidental exaltation) helping to give a plethora of interpretations. I have been venturing into so many other branches of Astrology lately such as Mayan Astrology but, I think I can muster up an interpretation simply based on the fact that Astrology shows out in real life according to my "Energetic Reflection Theory". Having Mars in the 10th house usually makes for someone who is acting out in passion when it comes to their career helping to infuse this person with a need to be successful and to maybe even become famous or rise to the competition within their chosen field.. Having Mars in the 10th house is usually prominent in the charts of people who are into Sports and whatnot but, that is far from me anymore,actually since I was a child I haven't engaged in sports or extraneous activity of that sort. But my MC is in Pisces anyhow with Mars' energies simply manifesting in the 10th house in Aries rather. With Mars being in Aries we can see that action will take place in it's purest form for this person and they may be impatient but, connecting to certain planets distorts it a bit. Mars adds energy to whatever it touches and when connecting to Neptune it adds fuel to the imagination or creativity and maybe even psychic or energetic awareness if other aspects help to indicate so. Mars in the 10th house of Career in a square to the Ruler of my MC And the Co-ruler Jupiter in the 1st helps to signify that I am bound to have those energies affect what I do for a living. Jupiter in the 1st in Cancer helps relate to being Philosophical and a teacher in many respects as well as an emotional nature that may grow overboard but,provide as a landscape in mapping out how I may want to interact with society as well as how I will do so.Having Mars adds fuel to my beliefs and philosophies helping to allow the public(10th house) to perceive me as someone who may be boasting or a snob but, with the connections to Neptune from both Mars and Jupiter we can see that the illusion is a fault created on both of our faulty ends,hence I and Society.a Mars.Neptune connection helps me to not have a particularly rigid behavior and manner of acting out so Energies are being picked up and reflected back out to society and the effort may be on purpose on my end also at the same time. Mars/Neptune connection in the least can show Energy/Action and Sensitivity/Imagination all coming together within the individual and expressed through whatever other colorations are attached to it through the Aspects,Signs,Planets.Dispositions,etc. Squares help to relate to a career effort as well as an early effort helping to show talent in my opinion especially if the challenge is self motivated while,oppositions help to allow the energies to be expressed through other people allowing the person to find either trait Super Attractive or Greatly Detested.As for Trines we can make the relation to what the person does as a hobby which is an everyday thing for them as well as something they may do for fun and they may also show some need to be in an organization or in new and expanding experiences that represent whatever the connections show(for instance with Neptune they may be super sensitive and psychic at one point or super creative and talented and express it an gain the attention of others who are passionately motivated by this person and seen in society as something helping to stretch the minds of people and it can be something a person can teach others,also helping to show that this person may be performing(also seen with squares)musically),while Sextiles help to relate to friendships,networks,communication and opportunities that can be gained as expressed through the planets. This person could be good at what they do such as sports and whatnot but,they don't always pay attention to opening up to the shyer more subtle people so they may miss out on the opportunity for gaining friends and the same with Neptune.

Wow I have been typing on and on and on! I am just happy to be back!
LOVE and MISS YOU GUYS!

"I've been particularly expressive with my anger and discontent (something my friends are not wholly used to considering my placid Libra moon/Taurus Sun demeanor) and I almost feel like I've got a lot of money to earn in a little bit of time, for some reason. I've been getting frequent headaches, too."

I concur with it awaking our Aries Mars because I am more angry, restless and I have had some pornographic dreams! I've been going back and forth between energy and exhaustion.

I actually am not talking to my two closest friends right now because I've blown too many friendships this year, and told them that they should not put up with me right now.

I hope the Mars/Jupiter conjunction brings a payoff... it squares our Mars/Venus/Merc in the 10th though, which would more likely sabotage a payoff that would be available! I've had 6 job interviews and not one has been fruitful yet.